One day I’m going to say it all. Everything that I’ve kept bottled up inside, hiding from the world. One day everyone is going to realize that even the strongest fall apart sometimes. It’s hard you know? Missing him. You can miss someone that has died or moved away, but missing someone that you pass in the halls every day is the hardest. When they used to mean so much to you until one day everything changed. Those goodbye words were said and the tears began to drop. Seeing someone every day and knowing that you can no longer be the same as you were. All the kisses, the comfortable silence, how his hands fit perfect in yours like a missing puzzle piece, the friendship that took months to build. Believe me, pretending I’m okay is my secret talent, throw a smile on your face and fake it ‘til you make it. But the hard part is getting to sleep at night, the memories all come back at once and I can feel the butterflies like he’s laying there beside me. One day I’ll tell him everything.